..patient..

..YOU GET THE CHICKEN BY HATCHING THE EGG, NOT BY SMASHING IT.

..as a human being, there are many things we want to have in our life..the key to have those things is to have patience in our life..not all we want we can get at the same time, therefore we must keep trying and with the help of patience we can get those things that we want to and can be a successful person one day..

..dream??..

"The best way to make your dreams come true is to wake up."
Paul Valery

it's not wrong to dream of something.. in dreams it seems so easy to get or to gain something.. but in the reality life we cannot expected the same thing in our dream.. but then, we cannot just sitting and dreaming all day long, to achive it we must wake up and make it real.. we must put our efforts over what we've dream of.. so what we will achived on the next day will make us the most luckiest person in the world because we had put our best effort in it..the satisfying that we'll feel made us dare to dream again..

..manage our anger..

"Get mad, then get over it"
Colin Powell

Anger..one word of danger which needs to be spelt in capitals because our daily lives move around both. we are angry at someone and all but mostly at our own selves.. we are angry because we are unable to fulfill our own expectations, our own desires and we blame others.. to overcome it, a simple exercise of pouring it all out in a diary in pencil may help.. Take out your emotions, use whatever language you feel like and leave it. Read it up the next day and if you want to erase with an eraser.. You'll erase the emotions from your heart.. this is the one way to let away our mad or anger to someone or something..it not so good to let the anger controlled ourselves, so get over it so that our life can be more peaceful than before..

..KAMI..

i went for a movie with my friends.. it is such a great malay movie i ever seen.. my friends enjoy watching it and so do i.. we watched KAMI the movie.. it was so fun and an interesting film to watch.. let me share a little bit about this teenage movie..

it is about 5 teenagers, abu,ali,lynn,sofie and adii.. Lynn is a form five student who juggles her studies while helping her mother at their food stall and always hang out with her other friends.. Although they have made her part of their circle, Lynn is holding back a dark past from her buddies.. Unknown to them Lynn and her mother had moved from their small town home to start afresh in the city away from a drug dealer, Boy, whom Lynn used to run errands for to gain extra pocket money..

To complicate matters, Lynn writes Teka Teki in a column of one well known magazine called KAMI for her own and has recently contributed a scathing write-up on Ali’s band in a local music magazine..

As she struggles to keep her secrets under wraps, Lynn soon learns that they are all hiding something from each other.. The conflict began here, when abu run away from his hostel, ali with his family matter, sofie who confuse why her mother hide her offer letter from the university and adii who still finding her mystery chatting guy without realizing that guy was the late of abu's brother..

this movie can make we laugh and cry together.. but the most important thing is it taught us what friendship is.. true friends are hard to find and imposible to forget..

..selamat hari raye sume..

ari ni nk blek untuk cuti rye..
kjp je rsenye pose da nk rye da..
sronok2 gk tp nek cuti da nk ke ready nk final..
xpe2 yg pnting kte rye dlu..hehe..
smoge aidilfitri yg bkl tbe mbwe kbrkatan dan kbhgiaan kpd kte sume..
0-0 ek kwn2..
sribu kemaafan dphon jike tslh kate, tsilp bicare..
thun ni xanta kad rye pn..
xsmpat..
ape2 pn enjoy ur hari rye!!

..gmbire + suke..

..p2tnye ari ni xde klas..
..lab da btal da, so free la..
..tp tbe2 ade klas physicl chemistry kul 11 gnti esk, kire esk xde klasla..
..xpela, at least esk xpyh bz2 nk g klas pg kn..
..ps2 tggu pnye tggu, sir xdtg pn..sbr je..
..ktorg pulgla ngn prasaan hampe sbb xde klas..huhu..
..smpai kt blik tbe2 dyorg btau ade klas 2 kul 1..xtgmbr prasaan mse 2 mcm mne..
..tp da agk da msti xrmai yg dtg..btul pn jgkaan daku..huhu..

..p2tnye buke ngn bdk2 ni ari ni, bleh plak ttdo..xp2t btul la aku ni..soweyla kwn2..
..dlm ksdehan xdp bke bsme 2, ade bnde yg xdsgke2 brlaku..
..tkjut sgt2..
..bkk frendster tke spe anta komen..
..jeng3..WAN..
..sbaek xde skit jntung, kalo x xtaula ape jd mse tgk komen dy 2..
..shuke2, sronok sgt..hehe..
..dy kt taiwan, dy kte rye kt bntulu nnt..
..at least dpt gk dy rye kt malaysia walaupn bkn kt umh sndr kn..

..self respect..

Sometimes, you just have to try not to care no matter how much you do..
Because sometimes you mean nothing to someone who means so much to you..
Its not pride, its called SELF-RESPECT..

I've always love writing however writing doesn't love me back..

Dont worry I've already accepted it..

I continue to write though,that doens't stop me from persevering..
I've always want something when seeing other people have it..

That one's hard to concede..

Its not blindness thats keeping me from admitting..

Its stupidity ..

This one has to be halted..

I've always love to learn SELF-DENIAL..

Such an arduous word..

But i have to..

Its a necessity..

..sesat..

..boring btul ujung2 mggu..
..2 yg smlm kuar g kuantan, knon2 nk shoping rye..
..nek viva ijau, cmey btul.. tapi ain (rm8ku) yg bwk.. xbranila bwk..fobia.. huhu..
..first2 g east coast mall.. jln2la.. bdk2 ni shopg agk sakan la.. xde mud nk bli ape2..
..tgk2 je dyorg smbil jd pnasihat.. bbakat upenye aku dlm bab2 mnasihat ni.. hehe..

..da pnt pusing 1 east cost mall 2, ktorg g kp.. nk djadikn cte tbe2 tgk minyk 2 mcm plek je..
..risau plak, so niat dhati nk g isi minyk dlu la.. smpai simpg nk g shell 2, tbe2 kn.. jeng3..
..kete xbleh jln.. gear xnk msuk seyh.. pnyela panik, ain lgla.. da la kt tgh2 jln ni.. aduh..
..last2 pkcik teksi yg tlg bwkkn smpai shell 2 (smbil dktaweknla).. xpela, at least dy da tlg..
..ps2 dpt gkla isi minyk slps mnumpuh plbagai dugaan td..
..kuar ari ahad biasela rmai org kn.. tmbh2 lg nk rye ni mmg rmai xtkire la kn..
..nk cri prking kt kp 2 pnyela sush.. 3rd floor bru jmpe prking.. haish.. ps2 g la mmbli belah mcm biase..tp last2 bli kepek je pn.. xtau nk bli ape.. klaka btul.. huhu.. ps2 ingtkn nk g dtrn hotlink sbb kn ade hot fmdtg kt c2 kn.. yg klakanye mati2 ingt yg ktorg g 2 dtrn hotlink upenye bkn.. hehe.. tp bli jela mknn kt c2, sbb da lmbt lg pn.. kete nk kne anta sblum kul 5.. da bli2 2 nk grk blikla..

ujan tbe2.. syahdu je bnyinyekn.. bgitula gk syahdunye prasaan kitorg dlm kete ni sbb sesat xtau jln nk blik ump.. isk.. isk.. rsenye bpe kali pusg2 kt kuantan 2.. tensen abes dtmbh lg ngn akak kete yg tnye ble nk smpai.. msing2 tnye bdk lakijln blik mcm mne.. psrah jela nk kne ktawe ke ape kn.. yg pnting dpt blik.. thnxla kt esan.. byk mmbntu.. walaupn aku gne clcom, dy call gk gne no mxis 2.. mhl.. huhu..

..pengalaman btul ari ni..
..klaka ble ingt2 blek..
..yg pnting girls' date ktorg brjaye gk..
..ngeee..

..love..

Gillbert K.Chesterton said..
"the way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost"

..when we realize that our car as an example will be lost tomorrow, we will take care of it 24 hours to make sure it will not be stolen or dissapeared..eventhough we just start to take care of it when we know the car will be lost, it is also the way to love the car..same goes to other things or a person.. when we realize they may be lost someday we will more appreciate the thing, take good care of it, give our support if needed and i think these is the best way to love something or someone.. maybe it sounds annoying, but it doesn't matter although we realize it may be lost a little bit late just continue to love the thing.. i believe that we must love something before we want others to love us..

..Quote of the day..

..In three words i can sum up everything i've learned about life : it goes on..
-Robert Frost


..whether we have done the wrong thing in the past, we cannot change it.. accept there is a real time machine that can ring us to he past.. but we know it is impossible right?..we just can move on with our life now and try to avoid mistakes also learn new things that can improve ourself.. as life goes on we must know what to do next because we deal with time.. so, don't turn back, just move on and try to live in better life..

..Betrayer?? i'm not the one..

Between country,family and friends which one would you choose??.. it's so hard for me to choose one..all of them are so important to me..Malaysia is my beloved country..i cannot betrayed my country otherwise i will try to maintain the peaceful in this country..my family also cannot be betrayed..my family is my strength to be a successful person..and same goes with my friends..all of them are so important to me..so, it is impossible for me to betray my country, my family and my friends..

..happy..

empty decorations - indecisiveI wake in the darkWith showers of life Moments of emptiness aroundFloating awayNo other hopeReality brings meInto the groundWhat can I doWhat can I sayI need a place to hide awayJust for a while, just for a smileJust for a life I used to knowThe perfect song were filled withWords of love and not with angerWhat if they goWhat if they leave me far behind'Cause I don't wanna be alone.. Living life for on my own I don't want to live my life in isolationFilled with empty decorations'Cause I want to be with people that I knowWho would do the things I do Making all my dreams come true I don't recognize the shadows at my doorThough I've seen them all beforeBecause the only thing I really want..Is to be with you....
posted by nsamsudin at 12:12 AM on Aug 5, 2008

it such a good song.. for me, this song is about a life story..we cannot live alone in this whole world, we need friends and our family by our side..we supposed not to live like the title of the song, empty decorations-live in ornaments that serve no purpose and do not beautify our lives..it's good to have a person besides us but we cannot depend on them to much..always try to be independent..

..hari-hari yg busan..

nk wtpe ye..
ish..
ade mlm 2 rse kt bwh 2..
kebudayaan btul.. bgusla gk..
memartabatkan lgu2 tradisional..
tp mcm psr mlm pn ade gk..hehe..
tp ni la pengalmn2 bru kt ump..

..im not missin u..

really??
yup..
are u sure??
ermm.. the truth is i miss him so much..
hope he's fine in japan..
sblum dy nek flight ari 2 sempat jmpe dy kt kl..
luckily, my roomates nk teman g jmpe dy..
thnx to my lovely roomates, ain & zati..
walaupn kjp tp at least dpt jmpe kn..
sdeh ble ingt balik, ntah ble bleh jmpe lg kn..
that night, he dedicates me a song tau..
my favourite song..
of coursela 'tercipta untukku' by ungu..
tharunye..

..menatap indahnya senyuman di wajahmu..
..membuatku terdiam dan terpaku..
..menanti akan hadirnya cinta terindah..
..saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku..
..banyak kata yang tak mampu ku ucapkan..
..kepada dirimu..
..aku ingin engkau selalu..
..hadir dan temani aku..
..di setiap langkah yang meyakiniku..
..kau tercipta untukku..
..meski waktu akan mampu..
..memanggil seluruh ragaku..
..ku ingin kau tahu..
..ku selalu milikmu..
..yang mencintaimu..
..sepanjang hidupku..

tp xpe..
life must go on..
mayb dy slh 1 penaik semangat sye untk blaja..
tp sye still ade kwn2 kn, xlpe papa ngn mama..
chaiyok!!

..friend??..

what are you think a friend is??
different people have different opinion about this..
but for me, friend is a person who stay beside us no matter what happen..
a friend is a person who knows you well..
who loves you just the same..
a person that can comfort each other..
celebrate victories together..

some characteristics that I'm looking for:

• understanding
• honest
• open-minded
• good listener
• someone that can help me to be a better person

the most important thing is friendship is precious..
enjoy every moments with your friends..
love your friends and appreciate them..
to all my friends, i miss you all so much..
atun, pain, piph,haspa,mira,syaza,alif,bal..
hope we can meet again and blossom our friendship..

..the best boyfriend for you..

FiND a GUy wHo CaLLs YOu BEautiFUl iNsteaD oF h0t..
wH0 callS Y0u baCK wHen u HAng up on HIm..
wHo thiNkS Y0u aRE juST aS pRetty With0ut maKEup oN..
The oNe wh0 juz RemIndIng y0u HoW mUch HE carEs aBouT u..
aNd hOw lUcky hE Is tO hAvE u..

..Life in UMP..

bru blk dr camping..
agk memenatkn tp menyeronokkan..
plg best dpt 'mndi' kt sg pahang..
sronok..
the best part is bile kne turunkn rakit yg ktorg wt kt sg tu..
sume2 xkonfiden rakit 2 bleh trapung ke x..
last2 ktorg smpai gk dgn rakit ktorg 2..
sbagai ahli pasukan yg tlg wt rakit 2 mmgla bangge kn..
hsil tgn bsame.. so kesimpulan kt sini teamwork 2 penting kn..
ade yg takut2 sume, tp last2 sume enjoy dgn camp ni..
tp yg klakanye, mse 1st day sume kne bg hp kt organizer..
sume2 mcm hilg anak tnpe hp disisi..
klaka btul keadaan 2.. biasela, sume2 nk mesej ngn parents (erk, yeke..huhu)..
sbnrnye nk mesej bf ngn gf msing2 la kn..
luckily, my bf xde kt malaysia.. but i miss him la..
eventhough this activity is my subject and course that i must take on diz sem, but i enjoyed it so much.. new friends and new experience..
im glad to be here & im glad to be ump's student..

..move on..

Education is the ability to listen to almost anything without losing your temper or your self-confidence.
Robert Frost

i agree with what Robert Frost has said..to learn something we to be patient..we can learn something new slowly so we do not have to rush when it comes on learning..we have to be brave to learn and gain something.. we have to be confident that we can understand and memorize what we have learn..don't feel ashamed to ask what we didn't know..we can left behind if we do such things..

living in UMP is the new experience in my life..i have to admit that the way i learned here are not the same as before..we have to gain our confidence and put ourselves together to be a successful person one day..

Sronoknye ari ni..

..ari ni blaja wt blog..
..ngehehe..
..walaupn rse mcm pnt je tp wt blog ni rse sronok plak..
..kls xla byk sgt ari ni..
..tp wt lab report..fuh..mencabar kewibawaan..
..huhu..